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so there's this boy <3

Well it's technically Christmas eve. Yay! This week has been a good one. Lets start of with Sunday. That was my cheerleading competition. We got first. Not only in out division but we got grand champs in the level 5 division or something. I don't know it's hard to explain. Then monday.. Finals. I don't think I did anything special. Tuesday.. Finals then that night I went to Terras birthday. That was alot of fun. Wednesday I had practice, then later that night Jeremy, Heather, Jessicia and Cameron all came over. I had alot more to drink than I thought Poor Jessicia did too lol. Boy was that fun. Then last night Cameron came over and we watched 40 year old virgin. Well he did. I fell asleep lol. I also had a good talk with Jordo. I'm glad she feels like she can trust me with here lil secrets because they are always a joy to hear. lol. Thennnnn  tonight, Well technically yesterday Me and Amanda exchanged christmas preasents. She got me my favorite thing in the world....... Love Spellll! (perfume) Ahh I missed the smell lol. Then Me and Cameron just chilled and talked and again.. I fell asleep. Well thats everything thats been going on. I'll update after Christmas or something.

XoXoXo *Jody*

It is time for a new entry..

Hmm. What has been going on in my life lately. Finals are this week.. And I got an A- on my psychology test. I could not belive it. Normally I don't get very good grades in that class.. So hopefully it will raise it a lil. 

So last night me and Cameron went out to eat and saw the movie Walk the line. It was really good. I had alot of fun. Hopefully we'll do it again sometime.

Then tonight I have to go to effing cheerleading practice at 7, when everyone is going out to eat for Secret Santa at 730. So I'll be late and sweaty. Which sux. Buttt competition is tommorrow so I guess we need a lil practice to make sure everything is going to go ok.

I finally got all of my Christmas shopping done. YAY! I hope everyone likes what i got them. I spent alot more money than I thought I would on my secret santa. But O well. it was some neat stuff.

Well I am going to go now. I hope everyone enjoys their break!

<3 Jody

Currently Listening You Stand Watching By Ryan Cabrera It's You see related

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YAY for Topsy's Cinnamon Popcorn!

Ohh.. I am not going to let you do this to me again.. So you can FORGET it!!

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The Snow days have been awesome.. and well we have another tomorrow. I cannot complain. I also missed Monday.. so it was only a 2 day week-- Heck Yes!

I've come to the conclusion that when I am by myself and I start thinking and it is a bad thing. I think to much about things, and then I just end up making myself upset for nothing. Then I try to get ahold of the person that makes think like this, then I regret it. It is all one vicious cycle.

Ashley came over and stayed the night last night. Theres nothing like snuggling on the couch, watching old cheerleading memory videos, and drinking hot chocolate and peppermint schnapps. :o) Oh and we also put up all of my christmas decorations in my house. So it was fun. And I was a good friend and let her beloved Matt come over. Then I couldnt get to sleep untill 330 because I was addicted to a damn game on my phone. (which I still havent beat)

Today.. didnt do much. Took Ashley home, went to Fazollis and then went sledding. It was awesome.. we all piled in a pool thing and slid down the huge hill. It was probably the coolest thing I have done in while.

... this remindes me of last year when Amanda used to tell me that at the racetrack. lol

Oh.. Yesterday on the way home from school I tried to turn onto Main Street and my car kept going strait and I drove into the curb at caseys. It was funny. hmm Well I think I am done rambling on now. I hope everyone has a great night!

</3 Jody

Ok I need to vent. I am keeping so many things locked up inside and I just need to release. But if I do that will I be coming on too strongly?  I dont know so I am not going to go into detail. I am just going to say. As much fun I had last night while I was doing what I did I realized that again I would be coming home with nothing. I am not sure what I want but I think I have got the "rebounding" and "partying" out of my system and now I just want to find someone new. I dont know who that is but I would like to find a new, fun, relationship. It doesnt have to be anything serious. I just want something new. Someone I can hang out with and it not have to be "dating" or maybe it could be? I dont know. What I do know is that it is time for a change. But everytime I get this attitude someone always crawls back to me and fills my ears with things I want to hear. Then drops me again. YOu would think since I ended it I wouldnt be put in this posistion. But I am a fuck up and let him play mind games with me. err. Well I am going to go sleep on all these thoughts. I hope everyone had a better night than I had...

Oh and everyone needs to wish me and my squad luck on our first competition tommorrow. Trust me we will need it...